Today it hit me. There’s one thing in my life that I’m afraid about. As happy as I am, about all the new things I’m going to experience in my life in the near future, there’s something I’ll be leaving behind. The thing about moving forward, it that, sometimes, you have leave behind things you don’t necessarily want to. I love my family to death, they annoy me...
2013 is going to be the year that I do all the crap I say I was going to do. Well, at least some of it. The start of my ear gauging ✓ Getting a tattoo ✓ Enjoying myself & my friends ✓ Plan in motion to move off island ✓ Buy a ticket to visit South Carolina ✓ Applying for school in NY ✓ So many things done and so much more to accomplish before the year ends!
I feel like it’s taken a while for me to get my life back on track after that hurricane that happened to me last year. Few people know the real story and those that only know part, have judged me quite harshly, which frankly, I don’t care about. The first step I took to becoming a better me; changing my phone number. I had it for eight years. If it wasn’t for a horrific event,...
People & the lessons they teach you
I don’t know if I’d want to say I’ve been fortune to meet all the people I have because honestly, some of them have fucked with my head and it might be the main reason I’m such a tard when it comes to guys and relationship as of late. We all know the lesson Jeffrey taught me, that regardless of how much you show some you care and love them, they can and will go behind...
It was posted on Instagram. A picture of a conversation between my bestest best friend and I. She asked, ‘where are you to keep me together?’ It made me cry, we haven’t been best friends for as long as some other people have but regardless, she’s honestly the only one that knows everything about me and still decided to be my friend. We both have helped each other grow as...
Family, coworkers & friends always make things better. Especially when they know exactly how to make you laugh & know not to question what’s wrong because they know you’ll tell them eventually. Today was horrible but at the end of the day, I’m reminded exactly who cares about me and loves me :-* alcohol helps me too! Lmao.
The journey has been a tough one and look at that, I’m still here, what a miracle! I’m going to start logging on more often, even it means just writing a line or two about my day. This used to be something I loved, writing, if I’m going to make life changes, I need somewhere to document them, as if Instagram isn’t enough. I need get myself back on track for my plans with...
My favorite moments
Are when I hear my mothers laugh, it’s one of those evil, make you laugh too kind of laughs. We’re watching my best friends wedding and its the restaurant part where Rupert Everett starts singing to Julia Roberts. We’re just cracking up in the living room :)
Your love, your life
“In these bodies we will live, in these bodies we will die, where you invest your love, you invest your life” I heard those words and realized those are the truest words I’ve ever heard. One will only invest their time in things they love and where you invest the time in things you love, you invest your life.
I feel like myself again. There are a few things in my life that I definitely need to work on but I can’t state the fact enough, that I am happy. As much as Jeffrey had my heart, I’m glad we aren’t together anymore because now I’m with someone who doesn’t make me carry the world on my shoulders with all his lies. Things are finally moving forward in my life and...
I think it’s the funniest thing in the world to know that even though your ex claims they hate you and never think about you (which I know is a total lie) the current person they are with is you, just the same age as them and probably doesn’t have the attitude you had. Reminded me of the song from Shai “and if I ever fall in love so true, will be sure that the lady’s...
It's the little things...
Today a friend asked me, so what makes you happy Mālie? So I thought I’d share a list of things that make me happy, in no particular order. Seeing my niece and nephews discover and grow and watching them enjoying being a kid Peace signs Seeing someone smile Hearing someone laugh (especially my mom) Catching someone in those moments when they think no one else is watching then both of us...